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Took a realllllllly long survey. x3 Take one too? [09 Apr 2004|02:29pm]
What is your name?:Stacy Marie Luedke
Are you named after anyone?:My mother's Friend, and my grandma on my father's side for the middle name.
What's your screename?:Fehitir
Would you name a child of yours after you?:Definitely not. I hate this name.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:I always liked "T" names, but I can't decide.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:With my sister Margaret or my best friend Jamie.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:YES. They always add an "E" to my name. It's not StacEy, dammit! >:O
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:Most likely. ^^;
Your gender::Female.
If not, do you want to be?:No Comment.
Birthdate::August nineteenth.
Your age::17
Age you act::People say I act twelve. OwO; But sometimes, I can act alot older than I really am.
Age you wish you were::21.
Your height::5'4"
Eye color::Blue.
Happy with it?:No, I wish I had green eyes. ;w;
Hair color::Red.
Happy with it?:Yes...and no. I like red, but I just wish it were redder so that people would stop thinking it looked blonde.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::Righty. :3
Your living arrangement::Living with my mother, stepfather, and two stepsisters.
Your family::Mother, father, brother, two stepsisters, stepmother and stepfather. Also, two sets of grandparents with my parents, and a grandma and grandpa with my stepsisters.
Have any pets?:Nope.
Whats your job?:Dishwasher. Wish I had a real job, though. ~kicks her stupid town~ x3
Piercings?:Two---one in each ear.
Tattoos?:No. They're ugly.
Obsessions?:Languages, reading, eating, and being happy.
Addictions?:Internet. ;w; Help meh?
Do you speak another language?:Yes. Spanish and German.
Have a favorite quote?:"Rock-a-bye baby, on the tree top; just don't look down, it's a helluva drop."
Do you have a webpage?:Yes, but it's embarassing how bad it looks. x3
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:I live in the past---always remembering it.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:Sometimes. If I find someone particularly annoying, though, I won't hesitate to make it known to them to stay away. OwO; ~hides from her meanness~
Do you have any secrets?:Yes. Many. ;w; I'm not gonna tell.
Do you hate yourself?:Sometimes, yes. But it doesn't do anything, so I get over it alot. ^^
Do you like your handwriting?:Nee...it's alright. It could get neater, though.
Do you have any bad habits?:YES. Over-eating and procrastinating. ;w;
What is the compliment you get from most people?:How I draw.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:Sugarplum Seraph. (laughs) No, it would probably be something like, "Dazed and Confused". xD
What's your biggest fear?:Falling.
Can you sing?:Somewhat, yes. People tell me I can sing well, but I don't think so.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:YES. And I was an idiot for doing it. >w< ~cries~
Are you a loner?:Nope. I need zee people. ^w^
What are your #1 priorities in life?:To have fun, get a job, learn languages and explore my surroundings.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:Probably not. I have alot of negative qualities about myself, but people tell me my randomness is pretty funny.
Are you a daredevil?:Sometimes, it depends on my mood. Once I do something dangerous (or get tricked into it by a good friend), I'll be able to do it again and again without being afraid.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:Yes. I hate the way I take comments too seriously, and get big-headed when someone does it. x3 I also hate how I act like such a show-off to people sometimes. ;w;
Are you passive or agressive?:Both. x3 Passive at night-time and winter/when doing something that doesn't interest me, but aggressive and passionate during the daytime and summer/when I'm having fun.
Do you have a journal?:Yes. Online.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:My greatest strength is probably that I can put forth alot of effort when needed. My greatest weakness, ironically, is my extreme laziness. x3
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:My will to work/extreme laziness.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:Kind of, yes. ^^ I can go through alot and get out on top.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:I regret not making more friends earlier on, and being such a brat during childhood. x3
Do you think life has been good so far?:Yes. Alot of bad things have happened, but I've enjoyed my life so far because of all the fun experiences I've gone through and witnessed.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:Don't put off tommorow what can be done today.
What do you like the most about your body?:That it's always working so that I don't get sick or anything. ^w^
And least?:I hate my legs, fat arms, feet, and stomach. ~pokes pudge~ >w<;;
Do you think you are good looking?:Nope. x3 Ugly, but I don't mind. I'm not here to be a model, though sometimes I wish I could look like one.
Are you confident?:Depends on the situation. I'm confident in something I like, am good in, or a place where I'm having fun, but am painfully shy around people/places/things I don't know.
What is the fictional character you are most like?:Erm...probably the White Rabbit from Through the Looking-Glass (also known as Alice in Wonderland)---I'm constantly worried about being late. x3
Are you perceived wrongly?:YES. Many times people think that I'm something I'm definitely not.
Do You...
Smoke?:No. My grandma is dying because she did.
Do drugs?:No. They screw you up. ;w;
Read the newspaper?:Sometimes. Mostly the Comics section, or the news, but only if something really, really interesting is in there. x3 That, or if I'm bored and have nothing else to do.
Pray?:Before I get a test back, but not to God. x3 I'm not into religion that much, but I tolerate going and don't mind it. ^^
Go to church?:Nope, unless everyone wants me to go with them for Christmas or Easter or something. If I were alone, I'd probably never go, though. x3
Talk to strangers who IM you?:Yes. I met quite a few friends that way. ^^
Sleep with stuffed animals?:Used to, way back when, but not now.
Take walks in the rain?:Sometimes. ^^ I like the smell of the rain.
Talk to people even though you hate them?:Yes. Quite a few times, even though it irked me a bit. ^w^;;
Drive?:Good Goddess Yevon, no. I know I'm going to crash into something! x3 Plus, walking is better because it benefits you and save the environment.
Like to drive fast?:OwO; No. My friends love to do that, though. x3
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:Nope, it's too low. x3 I wish I had a cuter voice.
Hurt yourself?:Nope. OwO; I don't go that low.
Been out of the country?:Nope, though I've always wanted to.
Eaten something that made other people sick?:Hmm...if I have, then I don't remember.
Been in love?:Yes. Many times. x3 Though some of them were just...well, jerks.
Done drugs?:Nope. You can die even on your first try.
Gone skinny dipping?:Nope! How could you suggest that? =OwO=
Had a medical emergency?:Yes. When I broke my arm, a long time ago.
Had surgery?:Not that I can remember, but when I was a baby my tear glands didn't work right, so they had to do surgery on my eye.
Ran away from home?:Ummm...no. It's pointless, because I have no money and I'd end up back home and in trouble anyway. x3 ~laughs~
Played strip poker?:Nope. Always wanted to learn to play poker, though.
Gotten beaten up?:Yes. I can't remember how many times.
Beaten someone up?:Once.
Been picked on?:For as long as I can remember. Always.
Been on stage?:Several times. I was nervous every time, though. ~laughs~
Slept outdoors?:Camping! ^w^ Always alot of fun, especially in our back yard many, many years ago.
Thought about suicide?:No. It doesn't solve problems, and you'd be leaving too much behind. Stupid people today think that killing themselves will make others feel better, but they only grieve more.
Pulled an all nighter?:Once. Lots of sugar. x3 Almost the second time, when I stayed up until seve on New Year's. I've always wanted to try an All-Nighter without the hangover...xD
If yes, what is your record?:Nine in the morning when I woke up, didn't sleep that night, and slept the next night.
Gone one day without food?:New Year's, two years ago.
Talked on the phone all night?:Nope. No one ever calls for me, and if they do, it's no one from around here. x3
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:Never, and I've never had sex.
Slept all day?:Goddess, yes. I felt horrible afterward for wasting the day.
Killed someone?:No.
Made out with a stranger?:No. Never kissed anyone.
Had sex with a stranger?:No. x3
Thought you're going crazy?:Once or twice, but only when I'm really, really stressed out. x3
Kissed the same sex?:Been cheek-kissed. x3 By one of my best friends.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:Nope. I'm not interested in that kind of stuff with girls. x3
Been betrayed?:Felt like it, and yes.
Had a dream that came true?:Sometimes. x3 I can have visions where I'll be somewhere with some people I know, doing something that I wouldn't expect we would ever do, but we've done it in real life.
Broken the law?:Nope.
Met a famous person?:I don't think so, but I think I remember meeting Richard Simmons when I was really, really little. xD
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:No. I would feel incredibly guilty if I did.
On purpose?:No. ;w; Poor animal!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:Yes. ;w;
Stolen anything?:Once or twice, though I didn't do it on purpose.
Been on radio/tv?:Nope. x3
Been in a mosh-pit?:Always wanted to, but no.
Had a nervous breakdown?:Yes. ;w;
Bungee jumped?:No. I think I would faint if the line snapped. Falling scares the shiite out of meh. ;w;
Had a dream that kept coming back?:Yes. It was a scary dream that I woke up about to scream from.
Belive in life on other planets?:If there is water, there can be life. ^^ There's so much we don't know yet...
Miracles?:Yes, even if it's stupid to think they'll happen.
Astrology?:Yes. I love the stars. *w* Fortunes/Zodiac are interesting, too.
Magic?:Nope. Show it to meh, and I'll believe! *w*
God?:Same as magic. x3 I actually believe in a Goddess, though.
Satan?:Nope. If I did, though, it wouldn't be so that he'd be the scapegoat; there's a different view for everything.
Santa?:Nope. It's my parents, not a fat old man. XD
Ghosts?:Sort of. Not enough so that I won't go out on Halloween night, but enough so that if you tell me enough ghost stories before I go to sleep, I won't sleep. >w<
Luck?:Yes. x3 Crazah stuff, luck, but if you have it, then go you. :3
Love at first sight?:Well...in a way, yes, but don't go based on appearances. Many times people put on good first impressions, but they don't turn out to be what they claimed they were.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:Yes, definitely. There will always be different views, like I said before. There will always be someone's view that clash with another's, hence "good" and "bad".
Witches?:Nope. x3 Like Santa, they're just holiday wives' tales. If you're talking about Wiccans and stuff, then yes, because they call themselves witches and people practise it.
Easter bunny?:Nope. x3 Good for amusement, though! ~laughs~
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:If you truly love someone enough, yes. ^^ Your lover, most likely, care for you very deeply, and you shouldn't play with their love---it's a beautiful, fragile thing.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:OwO Only if there are Lucky Charms and Leprechauns there! ~laughs~
Do you wish on stars?:I don't see that many from my basement window, so no. ;w;
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:No. I believe in reincarnation. :3
Do you think God has a gender?:Yes.
Do you believe in organized religion?:I'm not really into it, because religion nowadays is everyone's excuse to kill or deny one another. "This goes against Jesus and God, I won't have it!" OwO
Where do you think we go when we die?:Into another new body, most likely that of someone/thing just born.
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:Yesh. x3
Who is your best friend?:Margaret, but she's also my sister, so I'd say Jamie.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Margaret. ^^
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:Don't let someone you think you love rule your life.
Your favourite inside joke?:Foof, and the Perverted PPG jokes, since I hate that show. ~laughs~
Thing you're picked on most about?:My nose, how fat and ugly I am.
Who's your longest known friend?:Margaret.
Shyest?:At one time, it was Misa-chan. However, I don't really know any shy people anymore. We're kind of bold and...well...goofy...x3
Funniest?:Ryoko-sama and Margaret. I can't decide. xD
Sweetest?:My two sisters.
Closest?:Ryoko-sama and my sisters.
Weirdest?:No idea. I think I'm the weirdest friend anyone could have. x3 I guess Mei Mei-sama, though.
Smartest?:Ryoko-sama. Definitely. x3
Ditziest?:Marlo. ~laughs~
Friends you miss being close to the most?:Ryoko-sama
Last person you talked to online?:Joshua-sama.
Who do you talk to most online?:Nowadays, it's Joshua-sama, but way back when it used to be the whole crew I knew from Clamp Campus. I still talk to Kyuu-ness and Seri-san alot, though. :3
Who are you on the phone with most?:Erm...telemarketers and Oneesama's many fanboys. xD!
Who do you trust most?:Misa-chan and Ryoko-sama. ;w; You guys are the best!
Who listens to your problems?:I usually don't tell too many people my problems, but probably my sisters.
Who do you fight most with?:x3 I don't fight that much, so probably my sisters.
Who's the nicest?:Ryoko-sama. ~cries~
Who's the most outgoing?:x3 Mei Mei-sama, for sure.
Who's the best singer?:Misa-chan, though I haven't heard many other friends of mine sing, actually.
Who's on your shit-list?:People who are always asking, "Why do you __?" in that high, whiney voice. Popular people who only know how to say "Whaaaat?", people who are sluts and steal friends/lovers
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:OwO; Erm...no?
Who's your second family?:X3 How ironic that you'd ask that...well, my best friend, Misa-chan. Except that she really IS family...
Do you always feel understood?:Nope. x3 The way I talk is very confusing to anyone who isn't familiar with me.
Who's the loudest friend?:Mei Mei-sama.
Do you trust others easily?:Not really. Everyone I've known up to High School have always told my secrets and humiliated me.
Who's house were you last at?:Joshua-sama's.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::OwO;;; Erm...I won't say who that is until I'm comfortable that they won't go AWOL on me.
Do your friends know you?:Most do. :3
Friend that lives farthest away::Muse-nee. x3
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:Nope. ^w^
What do you find romantic?:I like cuddling and doing fun things. Also, knowing that someone cares and sympathizes/knows the real me is romantic, in my honest opinion.
Turn-on?:Dark hair and eyes, love for similar things, good attitude, sexah accent x3 (Must be teh Irish ~laughs~ Just kidding.)
Turn-off?:Mean-ness, light hair and light eyes, unsociable, if they constrict you
First kiss?:Never. ;w;
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:I wouldn't date them. It's lying to them and myself, and that's just too painful.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:Yes, though it's better sometimes to meet new people.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:Erm...I never have, so I guess not. I've seen my girl friends ask many people out, though, and there was no problem.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:X3 Way back when, yes. I was (and still am) a strange cookie. xD
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:Nope. I know it that they don't, too. ~laughs~ But there is more to life than having a pretty face.
What is best about the opposite sex?:Their attitudes, and things they like. Also, honesty/truthfulness.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:If they have nothing on their minds besides "OMGOMGOMG!!!!!BOOBIES!!" xDD
What's the last present someone gave you?:Misa-chan gave me a kitty bookmark, does that count? ~dies from cuteness of kitty~
Are you in love?:Yes. I would never, ever tell him, though. I think he would get freaked out, call me something bad and never talk to me again. ~laughs~
Do you consider your significant other hot?:OwO;;;;;;;;; Well...erm...
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:My mother, saying that I should do better.
You wanted to kill?:OwO; No one, physically. Though I really hate some of my classmates at school.
That you laughed at?:Misa-chan, about something funny she said this morning.
That laughed at you?:Ryoko-sama, last night, when I was joking around after Paint Crew.
That turned you on?:OwO~~~~ Erm...no one today...
You went shopping with?:Mother. x3
That broke your heart?:V-san, but that was a long, long time ago. ^^ I'm fine being friends with him now.
To disappoint you?:My Godmother, last time I saw her. She'd always say that we would do such wonderful things next time we came whenever we did, but we always ended up not doing anything fun.
To ask you out?:No one. XDXD
To make you cry?:Myself. x3 I was frustrated.
To brighten up your day?:Joshua-sama. He always does that. x3 That, and Ryoko-sama.
That you thought about?:My mother.
You saw a movie with?:My mother and stepfather. x3
You talked to on the phone?:A telemarketer.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Kyuuness. ~glomps~ x3
You saw?:Misa-chan.
You lost?:My great-uncle Lloyd. ;w; ~cries~
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:Dating-wise, no. Outside-wise, maybe, when my homework's done.
Will it be with your significant other?:Nope. Don't have one, crazah! xDD
Or some random person?:Probably with myself, otherwise with my sisters. ^^
What are you wearing right now?:Blue baggy sweatshirt, knee-length pants, warm socks and a t-shirt underneath. ^w^~
Body part you're touching right now::My arm is resting on my chin. x3 ~bored~
What are you worried about right now?:If I can get my huge swarm of projects done with a good grade, if my report card will be alright, if I will pass the test next weekend for the State
What book are you reading?:The Time Traveler's Wife. x3
What's on your mousepad?:A company's name where my mum used to work.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::Bored, Anxious, Energetic, Full, Dreamy
Are you bored?:Yes. x3 This is saving me from boredom, though. ~worships worships~ x3
Are you tired?:Nope! Got up at seven and I've been out and about since.
Are you talking to anyone online?:Nope! Just doing this quiz. :3
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:Nope! x3 I'm absolutely horrible at talking on the phone.
Are you lonely or content?:Content. x3
Are you listening to music?:Yes! Chrono Trigger music! ~dances~ x3

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New Journal? [22 Feb 2004|07:01pm]
^^ Hey everyone, back from Finals (for awhile now...o.o SOrry about not updating) and I'm thinking of making a new journal. I don't know...nee...and a different layout thing, too? Maybe make a group blog or something?

What are your opinions on all this, everyone...?
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[17 Jan 2004|11:48am]
It's the weekend! ^^ Yush! This week had felt incredibly long for some reason. oO; But that just makes me appreciate what time we have off more---breaks that are too long drive me nuts. XDDD Finals are this Tuesday, so studying ish crucial since I usually don't do too well in finals (especially last year in Math ¬_¬;)...let's just hope that even if I do bad my regular grade will save my hide. XD

That's all for now...I might write later, but no promises. ^^;
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[12 Jan 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

^^;; It's been a long day (all Mondays are, to say that truthfully) and I'm studying for finals in a week. That...and trying to make a new layout, but no real success. oO; Either it looks horrible after it's saved as .jpg, or grainy and space-consuming as .gif...anyone have any tips they could give me to use less room but still keep the images nice? I have a real problem with that...well, that and the transparent box thing here on LJ. ¦3 ~

Anyway, this is the temporary style (or may be permanent if I go insane...XD Just kidding) for my journal right now. This time I want to go sparkly-shiny. *.*= Phwee...

Oh, yush...before I go, huggles to all my LJ friends! ^^ <3 <3


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[10 Dec 2003|09:31pm]
x.x I swear I'll fix the layout. ::shakes fist at it:: Darn it! >.<;;;
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New Icons [25 Nov 2003|03:21pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

After another long absence and much inspiration, I'm back! ^^ I hope that you like them, as they took alot of effort. ^^

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Friends Only! [26 Aug 2003|11:13am]
Welcome to My Journal /

Hi, wanderer! I'm Lenne, nice to meet you. I'll tell you a bit about myself - - - my hobbies are writing , drawing, listening / singing to Jpop music (Ayu and Rei Tanaka are my favorites) and basically art in general. Yes, I also do webdesign including LJ icons and more - - - these are all in my journal. But, let me make this clear - - - I am proud to say that I made everything in there myself, so this means do not steal the layout I made and my personal icon. There are no exceptions to this, period. The only things you are allowed to use from my journal are the icons and such that I make, but you must credit me somewhere. About Friends - - - if you add me, I'll add you if (and only if) you tell me a bit about yourself, since it's only fair; also, please respect my wishes by not discriminating my friends in any way, because you know I'll delete you. That's just common sense. ¬.¬ ; Thank you for understanding and not being one of those kinds of people, and please, take care of yourself.
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